I have so many bad habits that it’s suffocating me and those around me. I don’t want to continue with it. It causes me so much trouble. It’s going to be hard but it will all be worth it. I just know. I really wish I would’ve thought of this sooner. But that’s alright. It’s summer! More free time. It’s better this way. Change is good sometimes. I need it so much.
10. Being without you is like being afflicted with the Cruciatus Curse.
9. Hagrid’s not the only giant on campus, if you know what I mean.
8. Without you I feel like I’m in Azkaban and dementors are sucking away my soul.
7. If I were to look into the Mirror of Erised, I’d see the two of us together.
6. You are like a bottle of Skele-Gro: You’re growing me a bone.
5. I’m not wearing an invisibility cloak, but do you think I could still visit your restricted section tonight?
4. I don’t have any muggle money, but I do have a sickle and two knuts.
3. You don’t even have to say “Luminos Maxima” to turn me on!
2. My name may not be Luna, but I sure know how to Lovegood!
1. I’d like to get my basilisk into your chamber of secrets.
Why do people do what they do? I’ve been hurt, used, mentally abused. They take advantage of what I give them yet they say not a single word. I listen to their words but when I wanted someone to notice, I was not even heard. Why do people do what they do? People are so cruel, and such parasites. I wish one day they’d grow up and see the lights. They are just so impossible sometimes. So out of control. They all try to do something to change the “shape” of my life. Why? Why would they do such thing? All have ever wanted was to have some control of clay. Now, I’m just a horrible creation due to the potters that have shaped me. I have been set in the wrong direction; too far from where the roads diverge. There are so many horrible things I have done. I wish that someone would pass by and take me to the crossroads. I want them to be my potter.
I’m going to double major in music & nursing. Yup Yup. But who knows. Everything I expected from me in this life just turns out the opposite of what I hoped. Yay me. I hate school. School sucks. I am strongly annoyed of people. People suck. I’m thinking about going antisocial for a while. Only people I’ll talk to are the ones who actually seem to care [and don’t screw me over] and my family. I wish I was invisible. It’s equivalent or greater than how people treat me today. They treat me as if I’m an unimportant irrelevant person. I have a low number of true friends here. Really. If I had true friends here they wouldn’t me screwing me over. Or messing up my feelings. 3 more years and I’m leaving this crap hole the only thing holding me back is my love for one boy who has something in common with everyone else here - he doesn’t care. Stupid idea to move here with all these people who hurt me. I love them all, really. But seriously, I can’t stand how I’m completely ignored. By too many people. Invisibility sound so much better than Irrelevancy right now. Dear God, give me the strength to persevere and please bless my enemies/ distant friends.
Numerous thoughts cross the mind daily. I wish to be one of your daily thoughts.